Fuckerty fuck

Fuck. 

Aku ajak dinner sama, tak nak? Cakap kenyang. Tapi actually dah plan nak makan2 dengan geng baru? Fuck that asshole. As least say it to my face lah, tak de laaa terhegeh2 macam babi kerang busuk. Babi la kau ni. 

So long lah be my good friend kan. 

Silence means NO!

So I had little thinking, and it turned out to be so depressing.

1) I asked you wether I could stay in your or not, and now it has been 2 days (approximately) and still no answer.

2) Lets give it a shot, I don't think I am allowed anyhow, right. Maybe you were thinking reasons to say NO.

3) I took liberty to say this to myself on behalf of you. No you can't stay in my house. I am busy. And please. Don't disturb me with your whines and all.

At first you told me that I should pay you a visit and all, now you blew it by all your krik krik silence. Even when I asked you to reply my Whatsapp, personally on Twitter.

You think I don't have any dignity or what? Fuck.

Hope

I dislike hope just like I dislike all theories in my engineering studies.
I think whomever design the idea of hope, is living in hopeless world, thus he/she needs hope to continue survivability.

Hope : bullshit in a way better description.

You gave me bullshit, fuck you.

You let me high in the sky, fuck you.

You let me see through the door of my realself, fuck you.

You close the gap between us yet you cut the rope in between us, fuck you.

Fuck you, arse hole.

Fuck you, hope.

Happiness is a journey

Happiness is a journey.

That is why people waste their money and time to retrieve happiness.

Saving the money is a journey. Easy money. Hard money. You decide.

Time consumed is expensive price, only at the end of the day. We lavishly spend on happiness.

Happiness retrieval is a journey.

If it is not a journey. It is a sadness. Because time wasted. Money wasted. Not for happiness, not for yourself.

I pity you, time waster, happiness waster.

You waste the journey of the life.

Why queue up?

So I heard, that Big Bang tix sold out. People queue up to buy the ticket. Why?

Queue up is just a time waster, but because of manners, we are doing it.

All good manners are time waster.

Yet people still implying it.

It is not a matter of time rushing, it is how you value the time.

Malaysian, they cut the queue, they come late at any appointment, they dont clean the table after using it.

We not been taught how to value the time, the value of other's that values the time.

We were taught, yet not enough.

Freaking hard

I knew the fact is we ve been knowing each other for only 4 months. And maybe that number is not enough to figure out what really happened.
All came so sudden, with a little turbulence here and there.
With my heart still undefined for new or for re-bounce.
Sigh
And looking at my attempts, I knew the fact, the reality is. We are nothing just friend.
Reality hits me so hard but at least it is true.
Maybe my nature as hunter is belittled and I cant find you in the middle of people's swarm.
As you always run and run. And far away.
Drifting apart, yes it is the word.
Relationship sucks. This is sucks.
Fuck.

Truth Is

Truth is. Us is just infatuation. Maybe this took more than it should be. But the way you responded for my actions were out of my perception. You were behaving like you want to keep me for a life, but with your jovialness with people surround you, I think that phrase will look the same. Am I right?

Truth is, you were there. You were there just at right moment I need someone to hang out, to tell some stories. So this prolong relationship is like a token of appreciation. Sentimental value that both of us should keep.

Truth is, I treasured you and I am more than glad to keep it. :)