Permintaan tak seberapa

Pinta ku agar tak mencintai mu berlebihan

Pinta ku agar kau terima aku seadanya

Pinta ku agak aku mampu terima mu seadanya

Pinta ku agar kita berdua tua bersama

Pinta ku agar kita berdua membuat khilaf bersama

Pinta ku agar kita berdua bersama sama menuju Tuhan yang Esa

Pinta ku agar kau sabar
Dengan kerenah. Dengan diri ku. Dengan otak katik ku.

Pinta ku agar aku mampu bersabar. Dengan caramu. Terima segala keputusan kamu. Terima segala nasihat mu.

Pinta ku. Hanya wudhuk terbatal tak kala jari mu menyentuh jari ku. Bibir mu mengucup dahi ku.

Pinta ku sekali. Aku mampu mencintai mu seadanya yang aku mampu berikan.

Give me a good reason, now.

I had this huge crush on you. Everybody knows about it.
My head can accept fact that you have your special someone. But my heart just cannot. This is hearthache.
I think I was late. I dont know for how many months, or days. Or minutes.
If we are bestfriend, you surely will not contact me after you told me that you have girlfriend, it is always a hint from a guy that you and me need a line. That we should not cross.
I perfectly understood that understatement. You on the other hand, seems not getting it.

I contact you for the sake of our friendship and I seriously dont want to let it slip. So that is my reason now. An you?
Why you seems so good to me. After all the months, we were near. Now after aparting, you felt the emptiness ir what?
And why you always and always notice my sadness for every hint I gave?
Sigh.
Tell me the reason now. Leave her. Please. I hold the guilty part. I will be the blavk sheep. I dont a damn about others. If that what I should face to entirely have you.

I have this crush on you. Entirely.