Give me a good reason, now.

I had this huge crush on you. Everybody knows about it.
My head can accept fact that you have your special someone. But my heart just cannot. This is hearthache.
I think I was late. I dont know for how many months, or days. Or minutes.
If we are bestfriend, you surely will not contact me after you told me that you have girlfriend, it is always a hint from a guy that you and me need a line. That we should not cross.
I perfectly understood that understatement. You on the other hand, seems not getting it.

I contact you for the sake of our friendship and I seriously dont want to let it slip. So that is my reason now. An you?
Why you seems so good to me. After all the months, we were near. Now after aparting, you felt the emptiness ir what?
And why you always and always notice my sadness for every hint I gave?
Sigh.
Tell me the reason now. Leave her. Please. I hold the guilty part. I will be the blavk sheep. I dont a damn about others. If that what I should face to entirely have you.

I have this crush on you. Entirely.