I develop strange feeling

They said "if you are still in crush-mode even after 4 months, that is what call as Love" (I prefer Love to be in capital letter because the feeling is strong yet undescribeable)

4 months? I knew her late December and we met on mid January, do the calculation, this mid April will be a confirmation date for me.

Her, yes. Develop a strange feeling over same gender is non-harm action, so I dont know why our community is so fuse about LGTB issue. Ignorance.

Her, first ever reason I quite attach with her is, "I am lonely as fuck here" and she is there to say "Yes" for every my "Jom". No, we are not those kind what you might expect holding hand and kissing and do wild things on bed. Every our night out, sharing. I shared my experiences and memories. So does she. Sometimes we discuss over stupid matter and even can hook up to serious matter like politic and how KL can be changed in a matter of infrasturcture. And she is wild noctunal kind that can hold her sleep until 6 am in the morning.

Frankly. Honestly. I followed her back in Twitter because when I opened her avatar. I developed this strange feeling over her smile. "if you think smilling is harrassing, I will harrass you alot". Dear girl, for the first time I ve meet someone with addictive smile ever. Not the sexy kinda, but the honest and naive smile. The curve is so fitted on the face. Until this time being, I am effing glad I hit the follow button back. :)

Hit the follow button, you will never know what you might face. As for me. I face beautiful charming fit smile ever.


Dont be scared, I know how this relationship will end up. Coz Right just we hit 4th month together, silent killer feeling will be developed. Boredness. As usual Aqilah Suhaimi will role.